My Story
From my teenage years, I found myself deeply stuck in wounded feminine energy. But of course, I didn’t recognise at the time that this was the problem! Alongside the ‘rite of passage’ first heartbreak, I also experienced multiple instances of sexual trauma in my teens-20’s, deepening my already existing feelings of low self worth and mistrust.
I didn’t feel safe in my sensuality, or my softer emotional side! Whilst some develop a masculine guard after experiences like these, I went the other way, ‘fawning’ and endlessly searching for love and acceptance, to heal my pain. But this need for validation, kept me playing out old cycles, betraying myself and people pleasing to be accepted. I got into a flurry of toxic relationships or ‘situationships’ in my personal life, and I hustled myself into the ground in my career.
Finally after my outside world kept mirroring my inner turmoil more and more, in 2020 I was forced to confront my demons. This was where I started the journey of healing my feminine energy. For the first time in my life, I felt confident in all of me, able to be soft, able to trust myself and able to let go. I learnt to surrender from the constant doing, and learn to feel worthy as I am.
I no longer played out the codependent patterns I was used to, and found a new happy relationship where I’ve been able to let go and be led with love. I also started to run my business completely differently, flowing instead of hustling and magnetising soulsister clients by being authentically ‘me’. No more feeling I had to keep up an image, fit into the masculine paradigm or be someone i’m not, to be successful. This journey was so transformative that I felt deeply called to guide others through it too - and the rest is history!
